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Friday, July 25, 2008
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So...
wed pattern making class ended early, went raffles city wif gailgail and phyphy to have muddy mud pie!! yeahhh. after the pie gail went off early to church meeting, so me n phy walk walk at cityhall and marina sq. in the end decided to sit at the stairs outside marina to talk talk. the weather really nice. although abit cold.
thurs was my school off day, yea every thurs. so stayed at home for the whole day, recover my sleep, watch tv, and went down mall to get some dessert to bitez.
fri lesson ended early too, went artfriend to get our stuff and it was a hands breaking day. dinner at sakae compass point. that was the 1st time i visit there. ohh, jap food again. haha. and i dropped the chopsticks twice. so malu. overall.. we were really quite full, although didnt eat that much.
a smiley face can actually rub off the sourness of the surface. thats pretty good. =)
oh tmr gona wake up early to spotlight (my 3rd home).
seeyA ~
Posted on 11:33 PM
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Wednesday, July 23, 2008
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Yeah.
finally got the feel to blog.
second day of sch. everyday seems very slow for now.
had a very bad sun night. couldnt slp at all. but i'm so glad that dad made me breakfast for my first day of sch, when i tell him i going to sch. so nice. =)
sch is still so fun with crappy classmates.
and aunt treat me jap buffet after my lessons. so fresh and nice la their food. but the area is abit small for such a nice restaurant.
attended western painting lesson today, oh i'm gona paint again~
talked to fern on the phone juz now. it felt so nice everytime i talked to her on phone. cant imagine wat am i going to do when shes out of sg for exchange on aug.
hmmm... i think i should slp early even though my lesson start at 11am tmr.
nights!
Posted on 12:52 AM
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Wednesday, July 09, 2008
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hmmm.
i forgot how long is that.
i think remember will only make it worse.
i need that pair of eyes.
i dont know when i dont know why.
that kind of force that made me stay strong.
perhaps...
i'm trying very hard.
and perhaps its gone, and i'm not sure whether its coming back.
i believe in the faith. the faith to hold on when u're falling.
never expect to be like this.
If only it can be healed.. totally.
i cherished the past, and now. thats the force to stay strong?
how long can it be?
The Friend: the one that tried to be there when i'm down. talk to me when i'm bored. little present for him when hes gona away for 3weeks. someone i can talk to, everything everywhere. i cried cause we missed the chance once. sacrificed our sleep for each other. walked together on the endless road. laughed out loud together. someone i dreamt to be with. i thought it was impossible. my very good friend.
The Love: we made our choice. and i will never regret. the day i hoped for so long. never expect to be that sweet. the feelings was so strong. that pair of eyes is part of my heart. the unstable period is so tough. the correction pages is not marked. its part of learning. to the point. to stay strong. to hold on. till... Dearest.
I'm fine. =D
gona work tmr. got to smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. and laugh. bleah.
明天会更好地
Posted on 12:08 AM
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Tuesday, July 08, 2008
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what to blog about?
lets see..
i'm gona zao from work soon.
i'm gona start sch soon.
i'm gona see abby n steph in class soon. =D another group member still dunno (slowpoke).
i'm gona lead a new life soon. =)
its another freedom day tmr.
yeah.
Posted on 2:16 AM
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Sunday, July 06, 2008
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And i really got sick early in the morn.
coma-ed for more than half a day.
walk like zombie.
i'm still feeling weak now.
x_X
Posted on 9:24 PM
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Yawnz. when i see my desktop wallpaper, the smiles.. look so great. hope we wont seperate from each other. i dont wan i dont wan i dont want. the four of us.
somehow i feel that maybe when sch starts will improve my life. i'm so sick of work. so sick of myself.
i wanna fly away~ to somewhere i can sleep away those sickness.
=)
Posted on 5:14 AM
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Friday, July 04, 2008
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Ohh... Actually wanna to sleep early today. but seems like the mind and the heart doesnt allow me to do so. i need to do something.. and i'm waiting for something too.
Sometimes u have to see something that u hate to see. thats life, u have to face those pessimistic side. but u can have optimistic thinking. like.. what u see is actually a raw surface, that cant really tell the whole story about it. which is true. u might be upset for now, but wat makes u think that it will follows u to the future? there is a possible for a better change.
I trust myself. since people have faith in me. so i should have faith in them too. =D
i got my school timetable, and i'm so happy with it! it really heals my stomach upset sia. although i still feel abit weird now. nvm~ it will be alright tmr. =)
i'm so excited to see those photos!!
and the online 933 finally works! playing 最爱还是你 by 唐禹哲 hahaha.
i'm so glad nana is seeing the view as me now. but i'm still more optismistic than her.
what really makes you stronger? is to overcome those problems.
and my new challenge coming soon. i'm actually not afraid of it. so what? if it really killed me once. doesnt mean it will kill me the second time yea?
and wah. the stuffs i'm typing in my post is 乱乱跳 one. haha.
u can ask me to explain one by one for you. XD
alright. sentence of the day~ No regrets, if yov did your very best. The correct choice is the one u will never ever regret.
Cheers!!
Posted on 2:29 AM
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Tuesday, July 01, 2008
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20 days more.
Went to serangoon gardens there today, wanted to have some consultation before i put on those scary braces. and the clinic was closed when i reached. so well, i just plant my butt at the coffee bean nearby to kill some time. ordered 1 blended ice mocha and 1 6bucks tiramisu cake. the cake really taste so bad sia. i'm not really particular in food, so can u imagine how bad it was? i cant even finish half of it. =S i planted there for abt 1 and a half hour, did some dates note, some writting, thinking and dreaming until i seriously cant take the cold there. oh theres a drink stall at the coffeeshop nearby, called 榕树下解渴站, interesting name. and i suppose the western food there is nice, cuz i can see long queue there. shall go try next time.
didnt go beach today, cuz i woke up late and it rains in the afternoon. heng still scared i really go jump sea.. haha. 开开玩笑罢了。
yea, i turned off my handphone today, until i reached home. its another 搞自闭day, cuz wasnt feeling well yesterday. as in the heart. so went out alone without any connections. and yup i feel better now. =D 有时是该让自己静静一下。
Sorry Na for not able to reach me.
same for Fern n yiting. sorry for not joining u all.
song of the day~
迷路兵 天使眷恋
静天界那里传来叹息尽是呜咽 千百年眷恋让天使也掉了泪 无尽生命如今却仿似永恒的离别 刹那间天使也学会不顾一切 就为了他断了背上的翅膀 跟随一声呼唤闭上了眼落入凡间 天使也会为爱冒险又为爱眷恋 眷恋他虔敬的双眼就在一瞬间 天使学会不再胆怯就算要毁灭 背上的血侵透酝酿已久的思念 就算苦苦追寻终究灰飞成幻灭 永远不能再飞 不再害怕面对生命的绝对 决心不再回头追忆过去的一切 望眼欲穿已经千百年 拨开云雾看见了雀跃的自己 眼神从来没有如此的坚决 天使也会为爱冒险为了爱眷恋 眷恋他虔敬的双眼就在一瞬间 天使再也不会胆怯就算要毁灭 背上的血侵透酝酿已久的思念 期待期待着未来很幸福的画面 很熟悉的笑脸 拥抱中流下了欣喜的眼泪
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Posted on 11:24 PM
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