TO: Dearest dadA
I might look so alright so strong in front of others, when actually my heart is cracking when i look into your eyes, and i couldnt see myself at all. and when everytime Jan said you will never come back, i can feel a sudden sour pinch on my nose. when i know you're so near but acutally we are seperated by thousands of ice mountain. I didnt know how hurt am i until i typed this. Few sentences can actually flash back lots of scenes which i thought it wont be that painful. The pain actually causes them to flow so fast. And i realised i'm not ok all along. It was just hiding in my heart. I hope you're not gone yet.
Posted on 2:02 AM
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