*Changes People changed.. things changed.. surrounding changed.. The only thing that doesnt change is changes itself. Oh.. did i changed? changed to a cold.. anti social.. unnatural.. really weird.. not being concern and caring.. everything also "heck".. not responsible to work.. person? No.. its juz the time changing.. changed to a period tat i really need to concentrate on my studies. can i be selfish abit for tis short period of time? most of the ppl seems misunderstand me? dey dun understand me? not being understanding? its alritez.. everything will be fine soon. at least i still haf some1 there listen to my complains.. being understanding.. supportive.. n really concern abt wats inside me. hmm.. bestfriends became "strangers"? when dey dun call, msn, sms, visit n see each other? but Thank God, they are brought together by surrounding n named "bestfriends" again. hope dey can nv be apart because dey really need each other in some situations. n i noe dey dun wanna be apart again. hmmm.. strangers, dey became "really chatable friends", remained as friends after tat.. n den "lost contact" friends. few yrs later dey remembered each other, chatted happily together again n even went out for their 1st.. 2nd 3rd.. n more outings. It was great n memorable. dey do really wanna stay at the side of each other.. if not able to stay by the side physically, at least mentally. but time.. surrounding.. stubbornness n ppl seperated dem. so.. dey are juz like "strangers" again now. not really strangers, but juz pretending dey dun see n know each other? dey dunno wat are the reasons behind each other. juz leave it? hope tat time n courage will dig out the truth soon? n let dem be "side by side" again? hmmmm.. sch mates.. dey often see each other in sch. one day dey are brought together by their frens. n soon dey get along very well... dey spent many sad n happy occasions.. n festivals together. in these yrs dey haf been forgiving n tolerant to each other. happy times are 100times more than unhappy ones. 1 day, everything went wrong. dey start to argue cuz of time n situations, n to the extend tat stop arguing to prevent vomiting of blood. now dey are "hecking" each other. hope tat everything will back to the "right" again. I see terrible changes in life.. alive person became a dead one. a healthy person turns weak.. a confident person choose to give up.. an optimistic person act like a pessimistic one. how sad.. And tone is changing too... enough of serious talk? its morn now lo.. yawnz.. listening to "tui hou" by jay~ (n no more condemnation of jay! roar!) lolx. crap. oh weekdays is nice. nice to study.. nice to work.. nice to watch tv. haha. dreamland waiting for mee.. i wish for nice nice dreams again. although so untrue. but better than xiao qiangs n lizards ritez? hahaha.
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